Rae of sunshine

My favorite flower is the sunflower it represents my niece Rae of Sunshine. Bright, fun loving, and feminine.

After my niece passed away my spiritual journey became more intense with messages. She would remind me that she was around and messing with me. In the car Post Malone’s song Sunflower would start playing on the radio. I would feel my hair being pulled in the car and no one was with me. Then I went to see a medium and she told me what Rae would do. It really blew my mind. I feel like everyone comes into your life and teaches you something. She taught me how to live life to the fullest and not give a Fuck. Thank you Rae for the beautiful memories and what you taught me. Love you forever…

Starting a blog!!

uff frustration kicking in!!

Realized starting a blog sounded like fun to write about all my adventures.

First step found out I know nothing about web design. Asked my son for help of course I got a crazy look like “what are you about to do now mom” but I did not care. So I decided to google and You tube my way to knowledge. I figured I can teach myself from watching You Tube I have a friend who once fixed her car from watching You tube so anything is possible right I had hope!! As a mom we make anything happen when are kids need something.

Challenge accepted…

How to set up a website for blogging. Im still working on it. Tried Wix supposely it was easy to navigate. But found that WordPress is my go to. I selected a theme and whala!! So pick a site to design your site that works for you.

The website will need a name. I changed the website name many times till I found one to be true to who I am.

Setting up a blog has been so much fun for me I hope you have the same experience. It is alot to learn especially with no background in web design.

You tube and online resources are such a great help. There is always a way dont settle.

Choosing the right fotos and content is definitely not easy. Choosing and determining the target audience. What is that?? I just thought I would write and my audience would be everyone.

Self doubt starts kicking in and I remind myself that I am capable…

Work in progress. It has taken me over 1 yr and many years of talking about writing a blog. I finally did it and I have no idea what I am going to write about. I have so many ideas.

It is never to late to learn to do something new.

No matter what you do or dont do there are going to be haters..

I love and continue to be grateful for the many opportunities and people who have been on my journey and know it has not been easy.

MUah Muah

I have read countless books. To be discussed later

So I will be starting this blog discussing